desiran.gay Website Archive
A downloadable archive
My website, desiran.gay, which was active from 01 Jan 2023 to 31 May 2025.
Due to changes in US law, it is not practical to keep it operational.
The full archive, including the gallery, is provided here.
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Download the .zip archive. Unzip it and open index.html in your browser. Navigate to other pages via the site links, always choosing index.html to view the proper page. You can also just look at stuff via the file browser if you wish.
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I really vibed with your blog. From your thoughts about NSFW game development deserving more effort, to this recent blanket censorship we are witnessing. The free and open internet we once knew is done for if we can't change course now. Parents must do better.
Personally I predict the deep web, usenet, and federated services hosted from different countries to be incredibly more popular in the next 10 years if they aren't killed via a firewall like in china. Even then like you mentioned, VPN's are the ticket to freedom if all else fails.
Thank you, it means a lot to read that. I made the blog something I couldn’t get The Numbers on so I could project my thoughts without the nagging feeling that I should “check how it’s doing”. Unfortunately we live pretty firmly in a Numbers world. I may migrate the blog in spirit to itch.io, but I haven’t decided yet. A lot of those blog posts don’t need updating for quite a while.
The apathy I see from parents in general (not just in this generation) further cements my idea that parents aren’t all that upset by this, but that it’s an easy “think of the children” argument to make. “Hey, I have children! I wouldn’t want them to be in danger!” is one of those impossible arguments to win.
I agree, I think I2P and the things you mentioned are probably the future of the “obscene” net. I would argue the free and open internet is already somewhat lost, from the change in perspective from both the users and hosts. Folks want the centralized, closed internet that we live in now - Twitter had very little migration after its changeover.
I think your theory of federated services has merit, but I’m not sure if I agree with the rest. We have seen several instances of the general public shunning federated or open services in favor of centralized, usually corporate entities. When Twitter had its oopsie, it was BlueSky that picked up the slack (for furries), not Mastodon. FOSS/federated services typically have jank of some kind, to put it kindly, and from my experience, the average user is completely unwilling to put up with that. Most users are not developers, or even particuarly computer-savvy, because they don’t need to be anymore. Similarly, Discord’s decline has led to no switches in my circles, because 1. people won’t tolerate the jank of Matrix clients or XMPP clients; and 2. if something is lesser to use than what they use now, they are unwilling to “downgrade”. End-to-end encryption and decentralized hosts are a hard sell when your average user has all their friends already on Discord.
VPNs as a means of creating communities is an interesting idea. You’d create a closed loop of trusted users. I would personally never trust people in that loop, with how prevalent social hacking is nowadays (look at all the Discord tokens stolen), but it is an option for a fairly shielded community.
But I appreciate your optimism. I really hope you’re right, hahaha. I vote every general and midterm election, it’s all the power I have in the world. Nerds tend to find a way.